To Do Or To Be...That is The Question...

Revelation 2:2-7

“I know your works, your labor, your patience, and that you cannot bear those who are evil. And you have tested those who say they are apostles and are not, and have found them liars; and you have persevered and have patience, and have labored for my name’s sake and have not become weary. Nevertheless I have this against you, that you have left your first love. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent and do the first works, or else I will come to you quickly and remove your lamp stand from its place-unless you repent. But this you have, that you hate the deeds of the Nicolations, which I also hate. He, who has an ear, let him hear what the spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes I will give to eat from the tree of life; which is in the midst of the Paradise of God.”

Life gets busy; from Monday morning to Sunday night the list of things to do and places to go seem to be never ending. And all of them are good things. Meet with girls for discipleship, study for Life Group, leadership meeting, volunteer in the youth admin office, youth church…etc. All are good, but what is the toll taken on my personal time with Jesus? There seems to always be so much to do for Him that the person of Jesus Christ becomes neglected and pushed to the side in an effort to do it all.

There are a few main goals in my life that flavor everything I do (or at least I would hope they do) and one of them is to build the local church. Why? What is the driving force of this goal? This passion that consumes the majority of my weekly free time, vacation time is taken for camp and youth events, money is saved to help kids go to camp … what drives this in my life?

The cliché response would be along the lines of “because I love Jesus so much”. But I have to take a step back and honestly look at my life in light of Revelations 2. Jesus is having this conversation with the Apostle John about the church of Ephesus of all the great things that they are doing and accomplishing…yet as they got so caught up in doing everything for Jesus they forgot Jesus.

Do I spend more time doing then being? On average I would have to say that I get so consumed with the task that I forget to sit at His feet and have a real relationship. It would be time to pay attention to that.

Labor

Proverbs 13:11

“Wealth gained by dishonesty will be diminished, but he who gathers by labor will increase.”

I have often thought about leadership and what it means to be a leader. In my mind one of the definitions of leadership is "to gather". To gather people for a specific cause or vision and then take them to that place. A football coach gathers a team in order to win the trophy…he first casts the vision for what the end goal is – to lean the game, work as a team, refine the plays and ultimately to win the trophy or title. So he gathers in order to win.

What would happen if I went out to gather a football team? For those of you who know me also know that it would end in disaster – I know little to nothing about the game of football. Even with no knowledge of the game I am a persuasive person and would have a good chance at gathering the team..but it would be gathering by dishonesty. I can’t teach what I do not know. The truth is I could gather them, but I can’t teach them the game much less lead them to victory. If I want to be a successful football coach it would take dedication on my part to learn the game, master the plays and excel on a personal level so I could lead a team to victory. It would take a whole bunch of work and labor for me to lead a football team to victory.

As I sat in the airport last Saturday morning I was pondering this verse in regards to my leadership in the youth ministry. As a leader I am gathering students to the cause of Christ and teaching them how to be successful in all aspects of their life; how to work as a team, how to respond inside of different situations they face on a daily bases and ultimately how to live a life that hits the mark daily and holistically. Much like a football coach teaches his team and leads them to victory, I pastor young people.

Am I the pastor that gathers by dishonesty? Numbers aren’t the goal – disciples are the goal. And just as I cannot lead a football team to victory because I have never invested the labor (hard work) into learning the game – I cannot gather, lead and teach young people how to be a disciple unless I am willing to put in the labor (hard work) to first be a disciple myself.

People are undisputedly the greatest wealth of all nations, states, cities, families and churches. We often have things a bit backwards – we pursue gold and material possessions at the cost of the relationships in our life. Parents miss years with their children as they pursue a career and turn a blind eye to the greatest wealth they possess…their children. What is the wealth we are building? What wealth am I building in my family? What wealth am I building in ministry? Am I putting in the labor necessary to cause actual increase?

Is There Not A Cause?

1 Samuel 17:

“And a champion went out from the camp of the Philistines, named Goliath, from Gath…and…said, ‘I defy the armies of Israel this day; give me a man, that we may fight together.’ Then as he (David) talked with them (his brothers), there was the champion, the Philistine of Gath, Goliath by name, coming up from the armies of the Philistines; and he spoke according to the same words. So David heard him. And all the men of Israel, when they saw the man, fled from him and were dreadfully afraid…Then David spike to the men who stood by him, saying, ‘what shall be done for the man who kills this Philistine and takes away the reproach from Israel? For who is this uncircumcised Philistine, that he should defy the armies of the living God?’ …and he (Eliab) said, ‘Why did you come down here? And with whom have you left those few sheep in the wilderness? I know your pride and the insolence of your hear, for you have come down to see the battle.’ And David said, ‘What have I done now? Is there not a cause?’´

We tell the story to our children. We daydream about the battles of the great King David and secretly wish we had it within us to be a giant slayer. We sigh and wonder what it would have been like to have lived in the days of warriors – of giant killers. So we daydream and we wish only to turn out the light after the bed time story missing the fact that not much has changed in the last few thousand years.

David’s giant was one of physical stature - beefy arms, hugs sword, 9 feet tall; the giants of our day may look a bit different but they are no less real and no less defying God and His people. The apostle Paul states “For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual host of wickedness in the heavenly places.” Eph 6:12

Too often I find myself in the place of fantasy wishing to be someone of significance like David was, someone who made a difference – yet I find that it often never hits my reality. What if I took the Apostle Paul’s words literally and recognized that there are giants that roam this land that go unchallenged.? Goliath mocked the Israelites 40 days before someone had the nerve to stand against him. Is it possible that I was I born for more then just living a comfortable life? Can life truly be comfortable and what God intended under the rule of giants like fear, divorce, rebellion, selfishness, drunkenness, sensuality, immorality, perversion, abuse, lust and dishonesty? As I ponder this question I can’t help but look back on human history and notice the repercussions of being ruled by an oppressive source. It always ends in death and destruction. Who will have the nerve, the gumption, the backbone and the passion to stand up to the giants of our day? Are there those who like David will look beyond their own life, safety, comfort, even ability (David had never fought a giant before) and see what needs done?

Hebrews 10:39 “But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who believe and are saved.”

In his willingness to stand up to Goliath and believe the promises of God I have to wonder what battles were never fought, wars that never raged … simply because a shepherd boy took God at his word and was willing to stand up when everyone else cowered…even at the risk of his own life.

The obstacles are the giants of the land. The prize are the souls of a generation. The warrior…is me.

BECAUSE TRULY… IS THERE NOT A CAUSE?

Integrity

The content of my thoughts has been about “Integrity” the last two days. Wednesday night Pastor Danny knocked it out of the park as he wrapped up our Crossing Over Series. He dove into the story of the Children of Israel and their first attempt at taking the city of AI. They had just had the amazing victory at Jericho and in the mist of that maybe a bit over confident in who they were rather then in the God that was the reason for their victory. Long story short – they get “their butts handed to them” in the battle against AI. The after math leaves Joshua on his face before God seeking the reason behind the defeat. I find it interesting at this point of the story that Joshua assumes there is a reason behind the defeat...you see, Joshua knew the law of cause and effect. He knew God has brought them out of Egypt; he knew that God was able to provide for their needs; he knew God brought them over the Jordan River on dry ground and had promised them the land and he knew that it was the hand of God that delivered the city of Jericho to them…Joshua knows that character of God…and know He didn’t bring them into the Promised Land to be defeated.

This is were we meet Achan. The one guy who caused the defeat of Israel because he took what didn’t belong to him at Jericho. Jericho was the tithe city (the first of 10 cities that they conquered) and God required all the spoil to be set apart for Him…and Achan decided he wanted some of it. The results were devastating. Men lost their lives, 36 men didn’t return to their wives and children…because Achan wanted the robe and gold that he saw in Jericho. The integrity of the whole was compromised because of one team member…

In light of this story I sat in Church and had to ask myself: What does my integrity cost my team? What does it cost my family? What curses have I brought on my life simply because of an area that lacks the utmost integrity? To be honest, the question would rather be avoided, but change doesn’t come when you avoid conviction…it comes when you respond and become a doer of the Word.

Proverbs 11:1

“Dishonest scales are an abomination to the LORD, but a just weight is His delight.”

The Lord delights in integrity in the area that no ones sees in your life. What you do when no one is looking. For the last four years I have asked God to establish character in my life and establish in me that character of Christ. I have found that I have to be willing to look at and adjust the little places and things that are “no big deal” to me…but are a big deal to Him.

What are the places in your life that need to be looked at and measured up against the integrity of God? How do you spend you time? Your money? What do you do with the wrong change someone gives you at the store? How do you account for your private time on a computer when no one can see what you are looking at and reading? Who are you when no one is looking? Achan thought that is greed and sin would only affect him…wrong. It caused a whole nation to be defeated. I am excited to see what blessing and breakthroughs are on the other side of the adjustment of the integrity for my life personally, for the team that I labor with in the Kingdom and for my family.

The Beginning

I have been thinking this last week about what Pastor Frank said about you having to cross thresholds to move into a new season What threshold is God asking you to walk over so you can move into the next place God has for you? For me, this new blog is part of the process God is moving me into. You see, I am a worker. I like to get in and get the job done and move on to the next thing as quickly as possible. Even when I read I am always scanning ahead to see what is next and inevitably miss what I am trying to read at the moment. In the mist of that I find that I often miss what God is trying to teach me through the experiences that come my way because I am just trying to get the next thing. I am ready to become a student of the Word and of the Holy Spirit and let what He is teaching me penetrate and become part of who I am not just slid off with no assimilation.

There is so much that God has done and said in the last two years of my life and I always think “tomorrow…I will spend some time to really process what God is saying and doing in my life…” The problem is tomorrow seems to be the elusive phantom that never gets within my reach. Life gets busy and time seems to be gone before I can grab onto it. Just over three years ago I spent 4 months in Alaska and there are things still rattling around in my spirit that need to be processed and pulled out to the surface of who I am.

More then anything in life I want to be a disciple of Jesus Christ – A doer of the Word not just a hearer. So, regardless of who reads this or who does not…this is my processing ground for what God is weaving into who I am…this is the expansion season of my life.